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Gosh.. I'm starting again...
Friday, September 29, 2006
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
We both know this can't be.
We've known it from the start
that doesn't mean it isn't true.
It is.
It just can't be.
I want to know that you're alive somewhere
and thinking of me
for time to time
in the middle of the night,
ditemani suara air mancur kolam ikan depan kamar,
dan gonggogan sego yang dasyat bgt.
We've known it from the start
that doesn't mean it isn't true.
It is.
It just can't be.
I want to know that you're alive somewhere
and thinking of me
for time to time
in the middle of the night,
ditemani suara air mancur kolam ikan depan kamar,
dan gonggogan sego yang dasyat bgt.
SAVED FROM MYSELF
How often I've cried out
in silent tongue
to be saved
from myself
in the middle of the night
too afraid
to move
horrified the answer
may be beyond
the capability
of my own two hands
so small
(no one should feel this alone)
in silent tongue
to be saved
from myself
in the middle of the night
too afraid
to move
horrified the answer
may be beyond
the capability
of my own two hands
so small
(no one should feel this alone)
INSECURITY
You don't call
I check again
I become uneasy
is this a frame?
suddenly I'm not so sure
I check my sources
each conversation becomes a crumb
how easily I'm led
how stupid I've been
to believe
you could
loving me
you who can not be seduced
by anything other than
the temperance
of need
each one facilitating the next
and suddenly I see my place
the phone rings
you say hello
but I don't believe you
taken from a night without armor
for d'man who was in my life for almost 1 year
thought that I couldn't love someone else..
but i was wrong..
i do love someone.. rite now
I check again
I become uneasy
is this a frame?
suddenly I'm not so sure
I check my sources
each conversation becomes a crumb
how easily I'm led
how stupid I've been
to believe
you could
loving me
you who can not be seduced
by anything other than
the temperance
of need
each one facilitating the next
and suddenly I see my place
the phone rings
you say hello
but I don't believe you
taken from a night without armor
for d'man who was in my life for almost 1 year
thought that I couldn't love someone else..
but i was wrong..
i do love someone.. rite now
THAT I WOULD BE GOOD
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
That I would be good, whether with or without you
Yang tau GW - taken from Kit's buletin board
1. yang tau gw dari kecil sampe sekarang?
bokap nyokap, keluarga.
2 yang tau gw nakal?
goyank......and penerusnya....
3. yang tau gw "cemen"?
sandra
4. yang tau gw suka ce yang seperti apa?
goyank......
5. yang tau gw sebenenarnya mau apa?
goyank
6. yang tau gw pengen baju model apa?
goyank.
7.yang tau gw sebulan dapet berape?
kantor dan gw......
8. yang tau kalo gw sering ngorok kalo tidur?
ngga ada yang tau krna gw emang ngga..
9. yang tau gw ngapain aja?
goyank and gw sendiriiiiiiii
10. kayannya yang paling banyak tau tentang
"GW" jawabanya...........
GOYANG AND GW
Bangke.. tnyata gw penting ya buat elo? he..he...
you're still the best
be my best buddy.. forever
bokap nyokap, keluarga.
2 yang tau gw nakal?
goyank......and penerusnya....
3. yang tau gw "cemen"?
sandra
4. yang tau gw suka ce yang seperti apa?
goyank......
5. yang tau gw sebenenarnya mau apa?
goyank
6. yang tau gw pengen baju model apa?
goyank.
7.yang tau gw sebulan dapet berape?
kantor dan gw......
8. yang tau kalo gw sering ngorok kalo tidur?
ngga ada yang tau krna gw emang ngga..
9. yang tau gw ngapain aja?
goyank and gw sendiriiiiiiii
10. kayannya yang paling banyak tau tentang
"GW" jawabanya...........
GOYANG AND GW
Bangke.. tnyata gw penting ya buat elo? he..he...
you're still the best
be my best buddy.. forever
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Deep & Meaningless
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
Chorus (Repeat)
Lody, makasih banyak lagu ini.tapi kenapa kamu kasih lagu ini ke aku? sinting nih lagu, remind me of him... every little things. Do I still love him? God please help me with this feelings inside.
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
Chorus (Repeat)
Lody, makasih banyak lagu ini.tapi kenapa kamu kasih lagu ini ke aku? sinting nih lagu, remind me of him... every little things. Do I still love him? God please help me with this feelings inside.
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senyum itu
tawa itu
suara itu
gumaman itu
datang lagi..
perlahan..
namun pasti
"pergi !!" kata ku.
senyum itu
tawa itu
suara itu
gumaman itu
mulai pergi..
perlahan..
tak kembali... semoga
7.05 pm, saat kangen itu datang lagi
senyum itu
tawa itu
suara itu
gumaman itu
datang lagi..
perlahan..
namun pasti
"pergi !!" kata ku.
senyum itu
tawa itu
suara itu
gumaman itu
mulai pergi..
perlahan..
tak kembali... semoga
7.05 pm, saat kangen itu datang lagi
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Bersama kita menari...
Rabu, 13 September 06..
Pagi hari ..sama seperti pagi hari2 kemarin
Bangun jam 1/2 6 pagi,
cuma tuk pasang alarm jadi 1/2 7 pagi,
ada 1 jam lagi tuk tidur,
tarik selimut, it was so cold. (kenapa ya gw selalu ngerasain dingin di pagi hari,
gak pernah pake selimut di malam hari..)
1/2 7 bangun,
morning prayer (tuk yang ini juga kadang ya kadang enggak),
setel tv, acara gak ada yang seru
melakukan tugas2 pagi,
main sebentar sama Sego,
cuci piring,
kasih sego susu & pedigree
mandi,
siap2 berangkat kerja..
(always take 1 hour setelah mandi)
setel music
jreng!! pagi ini ada yang berubah,
biasa pagi hari gw setel Enya, Evanescene, Astrid,
tapi pagi ini, gw setel No Doubt Rock Steady,
sambil pake baju,
sarapan dikamar,
gw mulai nyanyi..
TIBA TIBA,
gw mulai ngedance..
hal yang udah lamaaaaaaa bgt gak gw lakukan
don' know why
I felt so free
benar2 lepas
gak cuma badan gw yang bergerak, menari
tapi gw bisa rasain hati gw, jiwa gw menari
Itu terus berlangsung sampe gw berangkat kerja
dijalan,
hati gw, jiwa gw..
terus bernyanyi
dan terus MENARI..
let's keep on dancing.
ps : wanna dance wiht me??
underneath it all, i think it's great song
Pagi hari ..sama seperti pagi hari2 kemarin
Bangun jam 1/2 6 pagi,
cuma tuk pasang alarm jadi 1/2 7 pagi,
ada 1 jam lagi tuk tidur,
tarik selimut, it was so cold. (kenapa ya gw selalu ngerasain dingin di pagi hari,
gak pernah pake selimut di malam hari..)
1/2 7 bangun,
morning prayer (tuk yang ini juga kadang ya kadang enggak),
setel tv, acara gak ada yang seru
melakukan tugas2 pagi,
main sebentar sama Sego,
cuci piring,
kasih sego susu & pedigree
mandi,
siap2 berangkat kerja..
(always take 1 hour setelah mandi)
setel music
jreng!! pagi ini ada yang berubah,
biasa pagi hari gw setel Enya, Evanescene, Astrid,
tapi pagi ini, gw setel No Doubt Rock Steady,
sambil pake baju,
sarapan dikamar,
gw mulai nyanyi..
TIBA TIBA,
gw mulai ngedance..
hal yang udah lamaaaaaaa bgt gak gw lakukan
don' know why
I felt so free
benar2 lepas
gak cuma badan gw yang bergerak, menari
tapi gw bisa rasain hati gw, jiwa gw menari
Itu terus berlangsung sampe gw berangkat kerja
dijalan,
hati gw, jiwa gw..
terus bernyanyi
dan terus MENARI..
let's keep on dancing.
ps : wanna dance wiht me??
underneath it all, i think it's great song
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Is this love or self abuse??
Seorang teman perempuan menangis saat telp gw.
gw tanya kenapa,
dia menceritakan semuanya,
sedih dan sakit nya yang tak terhingga
karena selalu di sakiti orang yang sangat ia cintai
di khianati orang yang ia cintai
perlakuan buruk yang selalu ia dapat dari orang yang ia cinta
perasaan tidak dihargai, diabaikan
dengan simple nya gw bilang ke dia "just leave him"
dia bilang gak bisa
sebesar apaupun dasyat sakit yang dia terima
dia gak pernah membenci laki2 itu
selalu ada maaf untuk laki2 itu
berapapun banyak air mata yang tercurah karena sakit yang ia rasakan,
gak mengurangi sedikitpun cinta yang ada
saat teman2 & sahabat2 nya menghujat laki2 itu,
dia tetap membelanya,
dia tetap memujanya.
then. tanpa gw minta, laki2 itu cerita ke gw
betapa dia juga cape menghadapi temen perempuan gw itu
laki2 itu sadar betul & merasakan betapa besar sayang & cinta perempuan itu.
tapi dia gak sanggup lagi menghadapinya.
menghadapi cinta yang terlalu meledak ledak
cinta yang berlebih
air mata yang meledak ledak
sampai dia bilang "i gave up .. I can't live with the drama queen"
malam itu, tadinya gw mau tidur dengan tenang,
gw jadi mikirin juga..
then i share this with my friend.
Teman gw juga bilang "she's the drama queen type"
atau memang tanpa di sadari ..
teman perempuan gw ini mengidap "self abuse disease" .. suka menyakiti diri sendiri.
disakiti... dia akan sakit didalam yang sampai menimbulkan reaksi fisik,
badan jadi sakit, demam, muntah.
setelah itu, orang yang menyakiti dia minta maaf,
dia akan senang sekali, semua berubah 180 derajat,
dia merasa menjadi orang yang paling bahagia ..
tapi gak berapa lama.. sakit itu akan datang lagi
begitu seterusnya..
akan berlanjut
mungkin selamanya.
Pertanyaan besar yang ada didalam kepala gw..
"IS THIS LOVE or SELF ABUSE?"
gw tanya kenapa,
dia menceritakan semuanya,
sedih dan sakit nya yang tak terhingga
karena selalu di sakiti orang yang sangat ia cintai
di khianati orang yang ia cintai
perlakuan buruk yang selalu ia dapat dari orang yang ia cinta
perasaan tidak dihargai, diabaikan
dengan simple nya gw bilang ke dia "just leave him"
dia bilang gak bisa
sebesar apaupun dasyat sakit yang dia terima
dia gak pernah membenci laki2 itu
selalu ada maaf untuk laki2 itu
berapapun banyak air mata yang tercurah karena sakit yang ia rasakan,
gak mengurangi sedikitpun cinta yang ada
saat teman2 & sahabat2 nya menghujat laki2 itu,
dia tetap membelanya,
dia tetap memujanya.
then. tanpa gw minta, laki2 itu cerita ke gw
betapa dia juga cape menghadapi temen perempuan gw itu
laki2 itu sadar betul & merasakan betapa besar sayang & cinta perempuan itu.
tapi dia gak sanggup lagi menghadapinya.
menghadapi cinta yang terlalu meledak ledak
cinta yang berlebih
air mata yang meledak ledak
sampai dia bilang "i gave up .. I can't live with the drama queen"
malam itu, tadinya gw mau tidur dengan tenang,
gw jadi mikirin juga..
then i share this with my friend.
Teman gw juga bilang "she's the drama queen type"
atau memang tanpa di sadari ..
teman perempuan gw ini mengidap "self abuse disease" .. suka menyakiti diri sendiri.
disakiti... dia akan sakit didalam yang sampai menimbulkan reaksi fisik,
badan jadi sakit, demam, muntah.
setelah itu, orang yang menyakiti dia minta maaf,
dia akan senang sekali, semua berubah 180 derajat,
dia merasa menjadi orang yang paling bahagia ..
tapi gak berapa lama.. sakit itu akan datang lagi
begitu seterusnya..
akan berlanjut
mungkin selamanya.
Pertanyaan besar yang ada didalam kepala gw..
"IS THIS LOVE or SELF ABUSE?"
Break Up
2 malam yang lalu,
gw nonton film Break Up, liat thriller nya seru bgt, makanya gw nonton.
Deg.. ketohok banget.
Gw bener2 ngeliat diri gw & Auguste dalam film itu.
Pertengakaran2 yang terjadi karena hal2 kecil yang tapi menurut kami tuh prinsip bgt.
Pertengkaran2 dan perdebatan2 yang seharusnya gak ada dan gak perlu ada.
Keras kepala yang seharus nya di hilangkan.
Gengsi yang harusnya dihilangkan atau sedikit dikurangi.
Perasaan sama2 tak dihargai *mungkin sebenernya itu hanya perasaan masing2
Keegoisan & keras kepala yang mengalahkan sayang & cinta yang ada
Amarah yang akhirnya mengharuskan perpisahan itu ada.
But deep inside my heart, i know, Auguste sayang gw.. he loves me still.
sama seperti gw masih sayang bgt Auguste.. still .. sampe saat ini.
Entah esok atau lusa..
gw nonton film Break Up, liat thriller nya seru bgt, makanya gw nonton.
Deg.. ketohok banget.
Gw bener2 ngeliat diri gw & Auguste dalam film itu.
Pertengakaran2 yang terjadi karena hal2 kecil yang tapi menurut kami tuh prinsip bgt.
Pertengkaran2 dan perdebatan2 yang seharusnya gak ada dan gak perlu ada.
Keras kepala yang seharus nya di hilangkan.
Gengsi yang harusnya dihilangkan atau sedikit dikurangi.
Perasaan sama2 tak dihargai *mungkin sebenernya itu hanya perasaan masing2
Keegoisan & keras kepala yang mengalahkan sayang & cinta yang ada
Amarah yang akhirnya mengharuskan perpisahan itu ada.
But deep inside my heart, i know, Auguste sayang gw.. he loves me still.
sama seperti gw masih sayang bgt Auguste.. still .. sampe saat ini.
Entah esok atau lusa..
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